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11 March 2009 @ 11:48 am
Look around and make sure you're moving...notice that what is shouldn't be, and what shouldn't be...is.

But it's to be expected when you're moving in slow motion. When you want to sit down and pause everything. But the world is forever changing, forever moving and forever rotating. Never stopping, never slowing, never bothering to look back to make sure you're still following. You should catch the patterns, realize that it's all a cycle not a timeline. That time is a giant circle not a flat line. Flat lines are for the dead not the living. So the roots and vines of what has been snag your feet, you fall face first into the hole that used to be something and now is just a void. Avoidance has worked up until now, but you can't turn a blind eye to it anymore.

It's so blatanly obvious of what's going on, that you were never in the driver seat, never even the co-pilot. Then the roots and vines wrap you tight, pulling you in further, trying to make you see what you don't want to see. They both found eachother in their little pool of midiocrity where they both drank from. But you never liked those waters, never had that kind of thirst. What is it that you need to see here? What is it that they're trying to prove?

But like a bolt of lightning, your anger struck at the vines and roots, severing them. Their shriveling severed fingers rot under your glare, releasing obnoxious fumes into the air. Your head spins, your vision blackens...you hit the floor and stop breathing. A flat line....a curved line...a circle once more.

The world looks normal, the tree roots and vines are now once back where they should be. No more wonderland, no more sillyness. You pick yourself up and smile down at the ground...the flat ground...dead ground.
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dreamdictator
17 November 2008 @ 01:38 pm
So it's been forever long. Last time I wrote in this...well let's just say I shouldn't have written in this. Lots has changed. Something that could change my whole life...the one thing I've wanted for two years...and it suddenly fell on my lap (figuratively speaking of course (thought I wouldn't have minded if it had fallen on my lap.)) 

Let's just say I'm happier now than two years ago, when I first got a glimpse of what I wanted.
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dreamdictator
21 June 2008 @ 06:51 pm
Crap  
 I have no life


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dreamdictator
28 March 2008 @ 05:57 pm
...everything. thank you. 
 
 
dreamdictator
15 February 2008 @ 07:06 am
I can honestly say I've given up on myself once again. 

I can honestly say that every time I fall apart I'm never quite myself after.

I can honestly say I'm hardly ever honest with myself, much less other people.

I can honestly say that I would rather hurt tenfold then know that I hurt someone else.

I can honestly say....I'm sorry
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